"If there is no struggle, there is no progress."

So I know I said that I was going to continue my last post the next day but it has been a little more than a couple of days. I think... LOL I have no idea. I been losing track of my days, because everyday has almost been similar. It's wake up > work > chill > work > practice > sleep. That's basically it, and it's way to easy to lose track.

But anyways, I've been so occupied with my priorities and now I feel like I maybe second guessing myself. All I know is that I want to get done what I have set for me and I'm going to try my best to pull through. Knowing that New Years is just around the bend, I want to make a resolution that I'll actually do throughout the year. I had one resolution that went through for the majority of the year, I don't know why I stopped. Thinking about it, I'm kinda disappointed in myself for not being able to pull through. I know that I'm the type of person to finish and complete things. I'm making 2010 BIG things for me. I'm really going to try my best in everything I do next year because I want to improve myself, not just in the activities that I do but as a person.

Recently, I've been sitting back and watching things pass me by to quickly. I know that there are so many opportunities for me to just grab and hold on but I've been procrastinating and being lazy. Haha I think I should call it "Motivation 2010". Something has come out from this upcoming year, and I'm going to try my best because I hate the fact that I'm that person watching people chase for their dreams instead on being the person chasing their dreams. When life hits, it hits HARD. I had a pretty big reality check, and it came from some many things. Like friends, families, work, and just my social life. Actually knowing what a person is capable of doing, it can change one's perspective of life. When you hit that fork in the road, it's either you become a follower or a leader. There's this quote that I saw but I forgot who said it and I do apologize for not remembering the name but it said "If there is no struggle, there is no progress." I find that very true, because I know that nothing in life comes easy. Hard work and determination is major in being successful. I think I'll end it there now, it's getting pretty late.

What I just put down right now is probably not even 1/16th of what is going on in my head. Another day, another lesson, another day to better one's self. Don't take it for granted because the opportunity is there, so why let pass you? Imma sign off now. G'night world.

-meeerk