A Step Back..

As I stand here, I look at this picture and imagine what I want to see. But as I take a step back, I see that it has already been started and I know that I can’t go back to change it. I can only continue on and make the best of what I got. It’s hard because I know how I’m not sure if I can handle this and I just don’t want to deal with it right now. I guess I’ll have to sooner or later, I don’t even know what I’m trying to say right now. Like I said before, I know this year is going to bring me some changes and challenges. I thought I would be able to handle anything that was coming at me, but I’m thinking about too many things to concentrate on this. Or maybe I’m just thinking about this too much and now I’m over thinking about this situation and it’s just getting to me. Maybe I should step back from looking at the bigger picture and look at what I’m doing. I’m going to just sleep on it and hope that it won’t be as big of a deal as it is now than when I wake up. Night.