for whats to come.

Lately, I've been trying my best to not let it get to me. It's the process of understanding that keeps me grounded and hoping for the best. Feelings have been different but I have no clear view if it has changed for the better or for the worse. But I know there is nothing that I wouldn't do just to be happy and not ruin what I have. Hopefully this is going to make me a better person overall, with this experience I know I can take into the world and know that I can conquer whatever life has in store for me.

Being ripped from two worlds is nothing a person should face, but situations like those happen for a reason. You just gotta face with the facts and deal with it. I know it might sound harsh but what else can you do right? You can never leave it alone because it'll always come back sooner or later. Things in my head make me choose to believe that one path is better than the other but both will do me good in the future. That fork in the road has been getting closer and its time to decide what I'm going to do. Just seeing that fork in the road makes me want to hold back and stop, because I know that I haven't prepared myself enough for what's to come. I guess it's my fault. This is kinda funny to me; I know that i shouldn't be a downer and at the same time I just gotta move and do what I can to succeed. This is going to be another learning experience for me, I just have to take it, learn from it, and apply it. Nothing else is more satisfying than seeing yourself exceed those limitations and being that person that you are now. As a person that has grown with the potential that you see yourself in having.

On a side note, Sikat is going to be starting up soon and I know I can go on forever with that but I'll save that for another day. I'm just excited just to dance again, and get it rolling again after a long ass break, I know everyone else is eager to start, and that eagerness is going to help us push ourselves to improve oursselves. Dancing is awesome and I can't wait.

-meeerk